From Flying High to as Low as the Center of the Earth

Do you have those days when it starts out amazing and great and by the end it's horrible?? Well today sure feels like that. This morning was great but by now not so much. The beginning was my favorite classes and in both of them we did hardly anything. Science was okay but my teacher can be sort of a downer. Then orchestra. Let's just say horrible and that I was silently crying for at least half the period and no one noticed. That really put a damper on my next period math. Math is not my favorite subject so it's not really enjoyable anyway. Then I talked to my friends on the way to get my violin. It made me feel a little bit better. And when I walked into the orchestra room Mr.Powell said hi to me. I completely ignored him and got my violin from my locker slamming the door shut. I turned to walk out and he was standing in the doorway of the instrument room and asked how I was. I totally lied and said I was fine when I soooo wasn't. I walked to the bus and on the way home thought it over. I felt bad and decided I would apologize to him in the morning if I saw him. Then I get home and read what my friend had to say about something I posted. I got mad at her opinion and probley over reacted. Now I think most of my friends are pissed off at me and I feel terrible. I've been crying to much lately. If only hurt could just disappear like magic. But unfortunately life doesn't work that way.